My normal job that I am supposed to be loving right now is somehow becoming boring for me. I find myself looking for articles to write on horoscopes, spirituality, and cannabis. These things are the things that interest me, as well as animals, but it’s not up to me whether someone needs an article on these topics or not. This usually leaves me feeling upset that there isn’t something available more suited to something I would actually know about.
Unfortunately, I also have no idea what to do about this. I don’t know what to do with this blog, let alone how to even start making it worth anything. And my interest in YouTube is always there, however, we all know that they kind of suck a lot, and I’m not sure if that is worth my time either. I also took that weird online visual test, and was told that I might ALREADY be an artist.
How does an artist make a living off their art if they can’t even afford to buy paint thinner?
I feel discouraged all the time, but especially today. I don’t know what to do, or where to turn.
I guess this ends in me taking a Mabon bath, and then trying to force myself into something else I don’t want to do.
